superbus.livejournal.comThough I have enough Luser Stories to have a week-long miniseries on ABC staring Richard Karn as a ruggedly handsome version of myself, this isn't about that. This is about the constant pounding that a combination of dumb customers, dumb bosses and dumb corporate policies have after the 16 months I've been with my company.
Simply put, I have a decent job. I make OK money, and am getting worlds of experience. That said, I've about had it with it. Coming to work every day - even after changing to a better department - takes real, honest effort, and some issues, I see the problems in my head as the tickets come in. "Oh, God, this customer is an idiot... this guy can't spell "cluster", never mind understand how two Fortigate 300As interact in one..." "This guy's an asshole... I'll put this one off another hour... oh shit, it's been three hours..." "This guy's probably an asshole. Oh look, an MCSE, this'll be fun". The company's policies aren't any help either; I never get talked to for doing anything wrong on the issue side of things, every time I get talked to it's something procedural, or something having to do with our statistics. You closed a lot of tickets yesterday? Well, why didn't you take a lot of calls? And don't take a bunch of tickets at once, it affects our SLA!
I fully admit I could have it a lot worse; I got my current job in the nick of time, because I was a few days away from having to work for Cablevision's call centre, where I likely would have lasted a couple months as a drone; just going for the interview made me cringe, and I don't think I wanted anything to do with it. And though the pay's below my ability or performance level, I'm learning a tonne, and my team is really, REALLY good about helping each other learn. I've just been here too fucking long.
I've only been working in this industry a couple years, and though I've advanced very fast (I got a Lv. 2 position after ten months), I still can't help but think that something's missing.
We have a broad spectrum of people here; is this common? How has everyone else managed this?